{"id":113,"date":"2017-12-26T21:35:05","date_gmt":"2017-12-26T20:35:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/victormartineznavarro.wordpress.com\/?p=113"},"modified":"2017-12-26T21:35:05","modified_gmt":"2017-12-26T20:35:05","slug":"where-is-my-mind","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/victormartineznavarro.es\/?p=113","title":{"rendered":"Where is my mind?"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dani camina por una carretera muy familiar para \u00e9l, pero esta vez s\u00f3lo. Todo lo que antes era amor ahora son recuerdos. Todo cuanto cre\u00eda ha perdido su por qu\u00e9. Aquello en lo que confiaba se ha esfumado. Cada paso duele. <\/span><\/p>\n

Su ropa, del Bershka que hace esquina, apenas le pesa. Nada en comparaci\u00f3n a su mirada. Triste y cargada de esos cristales que algunos llaman l\u00e1grimas. Dicen que necesitamos alejarlos de nosotros, sacarlos de nuestro interior porque, adem\u00e1s de cortar, dejan cicatrices imborrables.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00bfPor qu\u00e9? \u00bfQu\u00e9 he hecho mal? \u00bfSe puede borrar el pasado? \u00bfA d\u00f3nde me lleva todo esto?<\/em> Cada pregunta es un pu\u00f1al fr\u00edo que atraviesa todo cuanto se pone en su camino. \u00bfCu\u00e1nto tiempo m\u00e1s durar\u00e1?<\/em> No, la cuesti\u00f3n es si alg\u00fan d\u00eda ese dolor se borrar\u00e1.<\/span><\/p>\n

Imposible levantar cabeza, tanto literal como figuradamente. Los hombros pesan y se hace muy complicado quitar la vista del suelo. Como si la respuesta a todas las preguntas estuviese ah\u00ed. Como si no quisiera volver a mirar a la cara al presente nunca m\u00e1s.<\/span><\/p>\n

Todo pierde su color. La vida ha dejado de tener matices, ahora reinan el blanco y el negro. Felicidad o infelicidad. Amor u odio. Guerra o paz. No hay t\u00e9rmino medio, nunca lo hubo.<\/span><\/p>\n

El paisaje es seco, desolador. No parece que nadie vaya a acudir en su ayuda. Su destino es caminar eternamente entre los recuerdos de una historia con un duro punto y final. Intenta agarrarse a algo positivo para no caer en el vac\u00edo, sus miedos no le dejan.<\/span><\/p>\n

El sol cae y con \u00e9l algunas respuestas. Nada volver\u00e1 a ser igual. Imposible recuperar lo que con tanta facilidad se perdi\u00f3. Quiz\u00e1 nunca descubra el por qu\u00e9. Quiz\u00e1 nunca vuelva a ser el mismo. Pero se hace una promesa. Sea quien sea, ser\u00e1 mejor de lo que era por aquel entonces.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dani camina por una carretera muy familiar para \u00e9l, pero esta vez s\u00f3lo. 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