{"id":36,"date":"2017-02-03T21:22:22","date_gmt":"2017-02-03T20:22:22","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/victormartineznavarro.wordpress.com\/?p=36"},"modified":"2017-02-03T21:22:22","modified_gmt":"2017-02-03T20:22:22","slug":"la-primera-vez","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/victormartineznavarro.es\/?p=36","title":{"rendered":"La primera vez"},"content":{"rendered":"

Creo que siempre que hablo de alguna primera vez hago el mismo chiste: \u00abPues a mi no me ha dolido\u00bb. Joder, idiota, \u00bfy por qu\u00e9 tendr\u00eda que doler? Claro que no duele siempre. En realidad el \u00abproblema\u00bb no lo tienen las primeras veces, lo tengo yo que me repito sin ning\u00fan miramiento.<\/p>\n

Otra frase que uso con excesiva frecuencia (dios como me gusta usar palabras y repetirme y repetirme y repetirme y repetirme y reperd\u00f3n) es \u00abNo es miedo, es respeto\u00bb. Como si tener miedo fuese algo malo. Desde luego lo peor no es sentirlo, lo peor es no saber qu\u00e9 es. \u00bfQui\u00e9n cojones sabe lo que es el miedo? No me refiero a vivir una situaci\u00f3n traum\u00e1tica: \u00abPues en ese momento sent\u00ed un miedo terrible\u00bb. Vale, espero que lo hayas superado pero, una vez m\u00e1s, \u00bfqu\u00e9 es el miedo? \u00bfSabr\u00edas explicarlo sin recurrir al relato de alguna experiencia que hayas tenido?<\/span><\/p>\n

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Mira, no se a qu\u00e9 hora est\u00e1s leyendo esto. Ni si quiera s\u00e9 si alguien lo est\u00e1 leyendo…\u00bfHola? \u00bfHoooolaaaaa? \u00a1Eco! Eco…eco…ec…En fin. Que sea la hora que sea la vida fluye. Con miedo o con dolor. Con o sin repeticiones. Eso s\u00ed, el ritmo siempre lo marcas t\u00fa.<\/p>\n

Estoy escribiendo esto desde un solitario banco en el paseo del Daugava. Son las seis y veinte, justo la hora a la que el sol se esconde. Qu\u00e9 t\u00edmido. Ya van cuatro personas, cuatro seres humanos, con sus miedos, sus dolores y sus preguntas que se paran a hacerse un selfie con la puesta de sol de fondo.<\/p>\n

\u00bfSer\u00e1 su primera vez?<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Creo que siempre que hablo de alguna primera vez hago el mismo chiste: \u00abPues a mi no me ha dolido\u00bb. 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